I seriously did.
I thought,”I’ll be all anxious to see him again before I leave for Chicago and get my long hair chopped off, and he’ll be on another trip..”
Whyyyyyyyyy!?!

If I were watching my life as a movie right now, I’d be only slightly less full of feels.
Why am I hoping when I’ve never given him reason to hope?
Starting to believe he’s been trying to impress me this whole time,
And I would always stare at the ground when he came around (Out of shyness mind you).
Letting my chance to tell him how I actually was impressed, how I really felt, just slip down the drain..
…….
I’ve been shooting myself in the foot darn it!

I actually think it was something like what Pepper might have whispered to Tony to get him to listen to Coulson at his tower back at the beginning of the film.
(Source: hemstonlor)
Kinda wondering why he would suddenly decide to, as he put it, “be professional”; Why didn’t he do it before and why is he doing so now?

Because he was trying to be all impressive in front of me duh
Meh, it’s probably just coincidence..
I’m almost to the finish line that is graduation, there are new pics of the crush to fangirl over as well as new moments involving his looking my way, I’m gonna get a fabulous haircut at a place in Nashville in a couple weeks, and then a road trip to Chicago after that to top it all off!




It’s smells absolutely divine~

He’ll be sitting up there looking straight at me the whole time.
Lord help me.
Adorable really.
